A smile is a frown upside down... (^_^)

Dunno y.. I stil miz him... He no longer willing to lent mi a shoulder when i cry.. mayb to him, this relationship is totally over.. Y pple change.. His friens asked mi nt to wait for him..i dunno wat to do.. i was at loss..has he forgotten all the past happiness we had once spent together..1.5 yrs.. he was the only guy in my life that make mi cant forget him.. the only one whom i had once wish to stay with for life...Again n again, i tout i can stand up.. But everytime pple start tokin abt him, i fall down again.. Feel useless at times... What can i do... Reali at loss..